take back california

Long drives just to feel the oceanside,

Water on my skin drinking from the tides.

I swear I searched for you my whole life,

Knowing you had already found me somewhere on the countryside.

Golden state flowers and fresh cut grass

Imagining I lost directions just so that,

I could ask.

Knowing you were still right where I left you last. 

Every time I close my eyes, 

I’m having some identity crisis, 

Even though I know damn well who I am. 

Despise it.

<3.